The Green Wave

April 18, 2010

Joyful Omnivores

Filed under: Uncategorized — kate @ 12:30 pm

Recently I’ve watched a few episodes of “Planet Earth” and “Life”, and I must say: I’m mesmerized. The beauty, the wildness, the eye-popping ingenuity and diversity of life on this planet – all of this is just riveting to me. Both series let us peek into the dining halls and boudoirs of other species, and we see that animals, plants, insects, birds, and fish lead lives every bit as complex and meaningful as ours. Here we see their ability to improvise, to solve problems, to adapt, to create, to share humor, to express love. All of the old truisms about what is unique about us as human beings – humor, love, tool-use, problem-solving, so-called “higher thinking” – break down in the face of such evidence. I’m happy to see that wall crumble. Living as one creature in a world of fascinating, busy, gorgeous, brilliant creatures, makes me feel somehow more at home.

One example of creaturely genius is the multitude of things we all eat and how we catch, grow, kill, trap, outsmart, discover, and otherwise happen upon those things. I watched in amazement as hammerheads dove into shimmering spirals of shoaling fish, or bearded vultures threw down bones from dizzying heights to crack them open and get at the protein-rich marrow inside.

That got me thinking about my own nourishment – and particularly of all the things that feed the Kate that creates. Recently, that creature has dined well.

I attended the Unicorn Writing Conference last weekend, and there I gobbled up a smorgasbord of practical advice about publishing as well as inspiration for new poems and stories. I must say, too, that my fellow diners were delightful, and if I ever needed any confirmation that someone, somewhere, is writing a book on pretty much any subject you can think of, I got that here!

This past week, a new friend sent me a poem written by her 8-year-old son in hopes that I might be able to set it to music. Delicious task! And as it turned out, deeply nourishing both because his poem was astonishing and visionary, and because the process of making a musical setting for it brought me back into alignment with the deepest joy I know.

I’m snacking on all kinds of yummy things lately:

  • short stories by Eleanor Farjeon
  • a book on shamanism (with fascinating information about the Shipibo people of Peru and their ability to “weave” music)
  • poems by Padraig Colm
  • a disk of harp music checked out of the library

And I recognize that like any other creature, I’m always on the look out for opportunities to feed myself.  I’ll eat anything if it is tasty and nourishing to that part of me that makes poems and songs and stories.  And so much is!  As I learned watching “Life,” one creature’s parasite is another creature’s four-star meal – and so it is with creators.  Somebody’s throw-away line overheard in a cafe can find new life in a poem.  One person’s poem sparks another person’s essay.  A sculpture can grow up out of broken and discarded bits – even the broken and discarded parts of ourselves.

I’m embracing the life of a joyful omnivore; perhaps you are, too? If we’re canny and creative, if we’re creaturely and courageous, we can eat well anywhere we go.  It’s all food.  It’s up to the best parts of us to make it delicious.

April 4, 2010

The Step Between Shore & Ship

Filed under: Pleasures, Spirit — kate @ 10:39 am

Yesterday I donned my faithful red wellies and set off down our street, pulling my kayak along behind me on its wheeled dolly like some huge rubber duckie on a string. It’s a quarter mile or so to my put-in place. Neighbors have gotten used to seeing me parading up the road with my woven hat, boat, and wellies – and also the huge smile on my face that says I’m about to surrender to one of life’s sweetest pleasures.

But before that blissful moment arrives there is necessarily some awkwardness and even, on occasion, some mess.

First I must slide the boat down over the tar slip and nudge it through the rocks which stick up more or less depending on how much rain or sun we’ve had. Once the kayak is afloat I decide how much of myself I’m willing to soak. Most times I can stand with one foot in the water while swinging the other one into the boat, taking a breath and then sitting down carefully with only a little rocking and spillage; then I hold the wet foot out of the boat at a comic angle and shake it a few times to dry it off a little before folding it into place.

Other days when the water is too high or I lose my footing, I more or less fall into the boat and go out on the lake with wet knees and a soaked lap.

I don’t mind, of course.

The joy of exploring, of encountering the sunlight so directly, of paddling right into the wind and feeling the boat respond to every single thing – all of this is worth any little awkwardness in the transition from being an earth-creature to being a water-creature.

Knowing the pleasures ahead makes it easier to be brave. But what about those times when we don’t know if what lies ahead will be worth it? What about the many journeys into the unknown we all make in this life?

Well, at least it helps to know that the changes may be awkward. And it helps me to know that they’re also funny sometimes. And finally, it helps to remember that being stuck with your leg in the air and your lap full of water means that you are in it, as the Irish say: you exist, you are alive, you are a vital piece of energy struggling into a new form. Funny that is, yes – and noble, too.

And so worth it.

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